Down..

The emotional disturbance kills me.
I pray for the strength and bless, ya Allah the Almighty and the Avenger against evil.

For my dearest girl

Darling, beautiful girl..

Sara,
please get up, widen your eyes, rise for the sake of your life
if things happen to only hurt your heart and feeling
just stop falling in love
I know you are hurt, deep inside you..
Your facial expression was all the time fake
you ain't happy lately
if things happen to only hurt your heart and feeling
just get over it.
I can't help for having this pretty much sympathy for you
I can see your love lighten up for him
and so I can see your giving up feeling shining
I feel really sorry for you..
Be strong darling, we're here to help you to stand and shine again.
When you're ready.


I dont know whether you read this or not, but since you have my blog I hope you'll read. I just want to let you know that no matter what happens, I am here. You know how to reach me, anywhere anytime. You be strong, be good and be matured on whatever decision you'll do for yourself. I know you're big enough to choose whats best for you. Thats all from me. Te amo, sweety.

Hubs

I miss you so much :'(

Me gusta

Confession:
"I have finished watching Vanilla Coklat episode 1 to 13"

I can tell this movie is so addictive, I've been marathoned this movie for 3 times..
And still I love it.

ELF

ELF basically stand for English Language Games.
Actually the event is still running but I curi-curi online to blog hehe
Well, I know people might have questions such
"Err...Anne what is that elf?"
"Oh, those games are between who & who?"
"Bayar ke? :O"
"Ramai ke datang? Dapat sambutan ke?"

Please, any event if you put extra efforts and spent the free times,
just to make it run smoothly of course lah insyaAllah dapat sambutan right.

This, event sebenarnya is for school children.
Which, the aim of this event is to keep them away from PSP,Playstation, Xbox, Angry Birds, and those gadgets that sound familiar nowadays.

Our class chose to run the Singing-activities. At first, as what have been set up,there got 3 stations tau ; Guess the Song, Continue the Lyrics and Sing-a-long .
And, for it obviously we would rather chose to sing along right. So after an hour the program is on run, someone proposed to let it be only one activity which is Sing-a-long together with dance. I can see the kids and even students from other campus really enjoyed the nursery songs we played.

Its not only for proficiency, vocab, guessing, and singing it has its own sentimental value and brings back our childhood memories which I always feel like getting back to those little princess's time. But no matter what I still mummy & daddy's little princess instead of my sister, ha ha ha no lah kidding love (if you read this :P)

But sadly saying, because of the lame wifi connection here, I can't upload the photographs yang I snapped, and all those are my class's photos . I have no intention to take photos of other classes activity. No appetite hahaha. Alright then, I guess that I've spent a good little time here. So see you on another update.

A lil bit relieved

Well, past few days I've been so down, and upset etc. Then there comes last night, when I was sitting alone at the back of the lecture room, my two girls were telling me about something that they're unsatisfied with. I mean not something but someone, the moment they speak out about the same person I felt relieved. Means I'm not the only one who is facing / having that uneasy feeling towards that anonymous. Probably, if you read this please change your attitude. You ought to do so, we know you're good or you yourself think you're better,but please the way you act, isn't right. It makes people have that not-so-good-impression on you. I know I'm not perfect either, but the way you treat me all this while, been torturing me so much. I'm tired of you..

Anyway, not a big deal anymore.
Certain things sometime led us thinking based on our level of maturity,
it might help us to be a better thinker and doer.
Anything happens in this world has its own reason.

And....

For the tragedy of yesterday, the earthquake in Acheh Indonesia, that gave big shocked and the quake happened for twice, I just can wish and pray for those that included are all in good condition and safe. Stay away from beach or any water-activities.

And for us, who are excluded and still are still protected from any earth-disaster, be grateful. That's how God tests us. To remind us, how we shouldn't negligent and careless.

Thanks

You, thanks for calling.
It has been awhile since I last talked to you.
And such words you gave me after you listened to my story.
Nice of you..

Lesson

Today I learnt, how a leader need to have a good emotional balance, stable commitment and the patience. I learnt, how I shouldn't cry over small things occurred, and admit that a leader should't has that feeling of easily give up. I see people around me, the environment I live, obviously the air I breath the land I stand and the atmosphere I feel were so different than my own place. Then I just realize I should be happy with this kind of life, should bear with it for another 4years. But for the part of leadership, for my own sake I am seriously failed. Physical, mental and emotional. Maybe because I've been so pampered by family before, so I barely have the strength to lead or to face people that against me or people that are different from my casualness. Today, I cried for I have this fate. For I weak in handling small matters. But maybe in another years, I'll be really mentally prepared to participate myself on that leadership stuff. But for now, I wanna be ordinary worker learn and gain more would be better. So cheers! For me and others.

Complicated

gulp the stress

I'm back.

It has been a very long while since I last updated my blog. I've been very busy with classes, assignments, mock exam, language games, few events, drama & agendas. Well it sounds like daaaa over sangat. But seriously I was that busy. Only tonight I have that feeling of spending some times I mean my free time to blog. I was ever have that thought of writing something could release your stress. 


Well, a few of my friends are in their "hijrah' phase. They're permanent hijabis! I can't help but to feel happy and supportive for all of them. A big step, from those days when almost all of us weren't wearing hijab.

So my post today is going to be about support. Your friends are moving on, leaving their bad habits. Okay I'm trying to put this into a bigger context, it's not just confined to wearing hijab etc. It's about leaving away the socially, physically and mentally unhealthy things that we have been doing. 

Well I'm saying this because I myself did things that I am not proud of.

But some people are just unhappy when we decide to leave those things behind and aren't willing accept the changes that we have made. They want to see us repeating the same mistakes over and over again. Why? I don't know. Probably because they themselves aren't brave enough to make a change. 

When you see your friend leaving his or her bad behaviour, support them. Don't mock or condemn them with malicious words etc. Yes, they might have done a lot of mistakes in their lives all along, but when they start changing for the better, support them. Why rake up old matters? It's time for them to change, and that's why they do.


Anyway, congratulations hug (from distance) for Sonim , Dya , Yasmeen because you really give me the encouragement of being one of them. And no worries, all of you are looking really beautiful.