The last 7 days

Really can't believe that Ramadhan has nearly come to its end. Alhamdulillah, cubaan I untuk jadi full timer hijabist almost sampai ke penghujung. But seriously betul lah theory yang orang selalu cakap, if you wanna try something, try to practice it in 3weeks time, you'll be able to adapt/cope with it afterwards. I macam sekarang dah jadi obsess gila dengan beautiful and colourful scarves, I've started collecting scarves anyway, tu lah I said before I can't promise anything sebab this is kinda percubaan but who knows? I'll try to wear scarf most of the time lepas ni sebab I mcm received a lottttt of heartwarming encouragements from people tau. Alhamdulillah lagi sekali. For those yang rasa I pelik bertudung tu I hope uols boleh lah start positive thinking habit from now, jangan nak dok buruk sangka memanjang. Yelah good things are meant to be shared kan? Yang baik dahulu kan yang kurang baik inshaAllah elakkan. Good thing pakai scarf ni? Rasa tertutup, dapat good feedback from all sorts of people surround me, I like the vibes better though. Rasa everyone terima you, kalau before nak bergaul dengan yang 'pious' tu segan sikit. Annnnd guess what, mom looked so happy to see me wearing scarf sampai last time before ktorang nak pergi airport usually she'll nag at me for always and alwaysssss being late and take longer time to get ready, tapi last time she said to my brother 'Its okay let her take her time, biar dia, ma suka tengok dia pakai tudung' hikhikhik gedik jap. Sooooo, people di hari-hari yang terakhir, I harap sangat kita sama-sama dapat collect amalan, I love Ramadhan because I can see many people done too much of good deeds , wherever I go. Isn't it a good sight to see? Welcoming the Eid Ul Fitr and sending goodbye to the Ramadhan. Sedihnya but, hope to see the next coming Ramadhan InshaAllah :) 

Muka mengada nak raya hahaha

I'm home

Good to be back though, even its only for 3 days, still..

I DON'T REMEMBER I BELONG TO SOMEWHERE ELSE, EXCEPT HOME.

Look at these two naughty boys, always naughty.

P/S : It is still feel so good that I got to surprise mom and dad

#1 : Mom called, when I was already on the way back home. Told her I didn't answer her phone because I was in class when actually I was on board. Told her, I'd be back at around 12 midnight. So no need to worry.

#2 : Went to 3 bazaar ramadhan with my favourite bestfriends ( thanks a bunch for spending a little time to fetch me at the airport) seriously I 'Shop-till-drop' at those bazaar(s).

#3 : Daniele rode me back home, and I had this little naughty out-of-the-blue plan, I asked her to go meet my mom and asked whether or not I've already homed. The dramatic session ended with an unexpected surprised-cursed (maybe ala-ala curse melatah) by mom, when she saw me I was at the gate laughed out loud for the surprise. Seriously mom really really surprised by my homecoming. Thats sweet (My bestfriend does feel guilty bcs of her acting, but nahhh not your fault girl hehe, my mom pun bagi satu bekas cookies raya walaupun lama lagi nak raya dekat my bestfriend bcs of her acting lah, kira reward lah hahaha)

#4 : Then, dad wasn't at home, went out with his bestfriend to this one not so nearby-bazaar. I called him. Another dramatic-part :

Me : "Assalamualaikum, ayah! Where r you?"

Dad: "Salam, at bazaar? Adik? Buka apa tu?"

Me : (quick-glanced at the clock) "Its only 6pm, ayah not yet. I'm at the airport. So since you're there nak 

        ayam gunting pleaseeeeeeeeeee"

Dad: "Oh eh? Who's gonna fetch you? Okay dah beli dah"

Me : "Adik still dekat airport Kuching, I might be late around 11 like that don't worry kay? I know mcmna 

        nak balik"

ETC

ETC

ETC

BYE

#5 : Dad came home. I was hiding at the main door. As soon as he stepped in, I pat his back. He was like 'LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Malam nya!' Hahahahahaha. 

So, tell me what else can make us feel happier if its not family? #clingydaughterstatement

The ending.

This is what I have in mind

Salam Ramadhan

Salam ramadhan al mubarak my dearest readers, whoever you are. 

 'Bermula lah pesta ibadat' 

(Atiqah Liyana, 2013)

 Lepas I baca that tweet somehow I could feel the excitement, its like one whole month akan dipenuhi dengan amal ibadah and seronok if have the continuity(istiqamah) till the end of Ramadhan or the months after.

Thus, alhamdulillah I feel like Allah has sent me something that I should cover up my hair for these 30 great days. I remember this one ustaz said last week about Ramadhan;

'Pada bulan ramadhan, tutuplah aurat kamu tidak kira lelaki ataupun perempuan, kerana walaupun puasa itu sah tetapi tidak diterima Allah.'

 All this while, I don't know how many days has Allah accepted my puasa. Subhanallah. Together we make this year's Ramadhan more meaningful than before, and assume like its our last Ramadhan.

RED

I don't know what made me wore red jersey today, because those 'related' people also wore red jersey today.

How do I know?

We played different sports, at the same area this evening.

Despite of I-was-surprised & it-was-weird feelings, actually I was / and still blooming. 

TEHEEEE happy ah juga at least it made my evening kan walaupun today tak keluar movie/makan popcorn,

things like this pun boleh boost kan excitement hahaha eyuw over. 

I believe uols pun suka tengok crush pakai match colour dengan uols kan? XP

WTH

Wait, sekarang ni kenapa asyik TERbump into each other, coincidentally wear same colour clothes and so on?
GUH life is full of mystery and to be specific, its
 MY Lyf3

To my little PIC girl.

Thank you so much for keeping up with me. I love how things happen between us. I feel really good with it, with you. And thank you because you make me trust you that I can always count on you and I must admit you are a great secret keeper. I love you.

Guilt hits

I AM SORRY, I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND THE SITUATION. 

3rd of July

28 MONTHS...

I can't believe I can still hold on to this because sometimes I think I almost failed and we bent.

Clueless

The date it is supposed to be posted: June 30th

I don't know what is happening to me, recently. I am not sure if this is mental problem or what. 
I seem to enjoy quality time with myself, alone, in my room, rather than to socialize and chitchat with the girls, you know like I usually do because I seriously macam a lonely-homeless-girl. Probably because this time I feel really homesick. Even Fafa and I pun currently tengah unstable. But let's not talk about it here. Cliche personal stories. So I sendiri pun pelik, and tak tahu nak cakap apa. I could even read 3 novels of 350-400pages in 7days, tho. I mean this is very rare TO ME. But it happens! Means I really need to get out of this zone and be comfortable with myself and just go around a bit, to make sure I breathe clean and happy oxygen gas so that it will help me getting back the positive vibes and mood. But yeah people, the important thing jangan putus doa dengan Tuhan ( Umum okay, for readers either muslim or non ) because He is always there for you to listen and to help. InshaAllah :)