6decades later

Haha seeeeeeeee how the faces would definitely change to the super-awesomely-ugly.
And yes, I suddenly got the idea of using this photo for my wedding invitation card soon.
With the caption, hingga hujung nyawa.  Then I was thinking that, they might laughing so hard for this card that they'd think that 'Gila ke hape anne ni tkda kojeee'
Well, I'll take that as something that impresses people and steal my idea.
Hahha but somehow I think, these creepy shots are just for close friends, because can you imagine what is the eldest (uncle & aunty level) 's impression later? iDie!
I dont want my reception,been ended up with just few people see me on my wedding-dress :3
But seriously I like the idea..
You dont know how I really adore his face with the wrinkle-skin and barely see his lips like dry-lips and his smiling eyes are still there, he's still adorable in this shot I can tell, honestly.

And all the current news that we know, about the early marriage had suddenly urged me to reach the phase of married-lady. Its not that I don't wanna spend my bachelor time, its just the matter of the one who I usually spend time with, go out with, and always be with. The excitement would increases when the one we love are officially and legally , be our husband.

We as muslims, chose the right path. End up with early marriage isn't that bad, tons of benefits we'll see sooner or later. I believe in God. And you don't know how I really hope the possibility for us to have an early-marriage. I just want it to happens.



p/s : see you in less than 25days darling..xo

Gold glass

For the Avengers.
Its worth my time for a longgggg-queue up and the unusual seat (seat bawah uolls)
Still, I'm fully satisfied!

Believer

Today we fight like married couple,
but then we can talk again like bestfriends,
and we really care and protect like we're twin.
All that strengthen our love, even when we feel like giving up on each other.

I'm sorry.

I've been awoken before the dawn, by the ring of my phone. Isn't the alarm to wake me up, but only a little buzz from him on bbm. He left me only one message, that at first I read it w/ my eyes half-opened yet to be widen after I saw him mentioned someone's name. It's your name. Yes you, the one who gave me called few weeks back. ( Why am I writing this in a so dramatic way? I'm totally mind fucked ha ha)

Well, nothing much about this, its only about someone whom I shouldn't get in touch with, but this stubbornness of me had finally di kesan oleh Mr.Hubs, on twitter. Its not that I wanted to cheat on you or lie to you, its only the matter of being friend with someone in the past. Okay but I know, all this while every single thing I'll let you know, but exclude this thing. So I'm really sorry for I have hurt you unintentionally(tho, you said you're not hurt) heh, I know you okay, PELAKON :P Oh yah ,thanks for you accepted my apology. Remember, that you're my only good friend, super bestfriend, partner, defender, lover and pet. You are my life, my only love, and my leader. Every beat of my heart, is for you. I owe you to be worthy of such devotion. I love you, I always do.  

Love, Aina.

(Y)

I keep quiet when I think that it is not necessary for me to talk.
Remember, your words would start to not make sense when you speak too much of nothing.
So, I start to listen and observe..

Begins..

The first experience I had today, the beginning step of being a teacher.

Today,

I came to school not as a student, not as sister, not as cousin or daughter anymore.

I came with a new breath

Fresh minded and one vision.

To educate children.

Ha ha amazing right. 

Well I don't know the feeling of being one (teacher)

I told mom that I am still don't know if I can help myself bcs today, it doesn't help me on that.

I felt nothing, I just came and giving instruction and ran the game.

I applied mom's teaching's technique. 

Its worked, I can tell.

Well, I just hope that one day my heart would be fully open for this job.

Train myself to really love this field.

Hopefully..

iSad

Because of been drowned with work, and busy updating unimportant things on this blog
This odd feeling jerit-jerit asked me to update about my brother.

Last Friday, if not mistaken on 13th of April,
he updated something on his facebook, I was totally never thought of anything serious
I just saw the bowling game changed to golf
I thought he is going to participate himself the next day for golf tournament
but then the next day, I got text from mom told me that

'I just got back from visiting abang, he was diagnosed to have bone cancer and gonna operate this Tuesday'

Can you imagine how I feel that time I received that unexpected text?
Macam nak gugur jantung..
You know how it feels right if one your family member been diagnosed to any disease
Unless you dont care about them, you'd surely not worried about it.

I am here, and they were at home.
I feel separated, I am not allowed to go home, I've only been informed with a little info.
But I know why mom did so, because she doesn't want me to feel disturbed with this news.
Well, I respect that.
So, today I heard that my brother had discharged from KPJ Kajang this afternoon.
I feel grateful, but I feel really sorry, sympathy and sad for my brother because
though the operation went well, I know that he still can't believe for this fate.

Look at his jari manis, macam ada hole dekat tengah tengah tu right? 

But thank God bone cancer dia tak merebak, and been detected earlier before it become worst.
And what makes my sympathy grew higher is; tulang ni di ganti dengan tulang pingang.
Which I know, the effect will shown up at his olden days in future.
But well, I just can pray for you and I want you to be strong abang.
You know you have us, and your wife and you little cute kids with you.

We all love you, abang..

Down..

The emotional disturbance kills me.
I pray for the strength and bless, ya Allah the Almighty and the Avenger against evil.

For my dearest girl

Darling, beautiful girl..

Sara,
please get up, widen your eyes, rise for the sake of your life
if things happen to only hurt your heart and feeling
just stop falling in love
I know you are hurt, deep inside you..
Your facial expression was all the time fake
you ain't happy lately
if things happen to only hurt your heart and feeling
just get over it.
I can't help for having this pretty much sympathy for you
I can see your love lighten up for him
and so I can see your giving up feeling shining
I feel really sorry for you..
Be strong darling, we're here to help you to stand and shine again.
When you're ready.


I dont know whether you read this or not, but since you have my blog I hope you'll read. I just want to let you know that no matter what happens, I am here. You know how to reach me, anywhere anytime. You be strong, be good and be matured on whatever decision you'll do for yourself. I know you're big enough to choose whats best for you. Thats all from me. Te amo, sweety.

Hubs

I miss you so much :'(