Who is Pete?

"DO NO HARM, BUT TAKE NO SHIT"

(Pete,2013)

"IF AN ASSHOLE HATES YOU FOR NO REASON, GIVES THAT ASSHOLE A REASON"

(Pete,2013)

Pete Pete Pete Pete Peeetite.

Asked me to remember this. Well I can munch quotes. I am quotes sucker, man.

So yeah both are kinda logic and make sense. You know, boys kalau ada quotes sendiri, cenggini lah very harsh but actually have meaning. Most importantly, tuan punya badan faham sudah lah kan. But ni I share because I told him both are quite strong. Macam bagi spirit ah hahaha lol. Ni pun yesterday because he had a lot to talk about something something kan, so 2 in 1 action, sharing and reminding lah in case I have problems I can use these. But yeah seriously guys if you do have your own quotes,kindly drop them here. I would love to know yours and who knows it might be useful someday. Sharing is caring kan. So yadayada, Happy Thursday! :)

p/s : Happy Birthday to Ajid a.k.a Pete's bestfriend. Long Live! 

Tududududa

(not a real message, just for the sake of picture)

To that one girl friend, Nadira Azmi. Thanks for this little something. I appreciate your concern and care.

For time being, I really enjoy my life like this. Having fun with everyone, having the chance to talk to everyone, and bla bla bla. So my life is not as sucks as few days before. But to be honest, I've been like this for months already, not these recent weeks je. Maybe everyone sees that has become too obvious dalam beberapa minggu ni lah kan but actually no. You know how 'A smile can hide a thousand pain' but nevermind bcs I macam dah pandai control and balance kan emotion for every situation so far (muahahahaha if my girls read this they might be laughing bcs I am the most kuat-nangis one) But yeah, of course not to be too negative and not to be too positive. Average, less judge,observe and listen more.

See!

I think I had mistaken your kindness and politeness. But yet I think you yourself had mistaken my clumsiness, how i talked about silly things these few days with something else. I am sorry if I made you feel that way, made you think I am bad. Ehhh?  But no actually because I am that kind of girl who's easily get attached to somebody. Even my bestfriends, I treat them like lovers. I macam sweet sweet lady lah. Hahaha okay no. It's just, I am myself. I am naturally like this. Possessive overcaring overthinking (always) and manja hihi.

But but but but but.. 
HEY 

Who cares ? Things actually settled already. I am way better than days before.
I was mad. Emotion unstable bla bla bla.
But today. This week. I can already enjoy my breakfast. Eat marshmallow for lunch.
Life is good after all. Life is perfect if I care less about some matters. 
Well, no pain no gain right. 

OH YAH
I stalked your twitter. You were missing somebody.I definitely have zero idea who's that babe. 
At least I can loosen up the stress-knot a bit. To less over think or overexcited. 
So, I am at ease to know everything is back to normal now.  

So, peeps.. 
Whatever yg happened, ada buruk baik nya. Tapi tak salah mencuba kalau nak.
Life experience right. Doesn't matter org kutuk ke, especially those yang know nothing tapi put their nose in our business ni. Just shoot their headddd. Oh no joke. Lol. 

Thank you for always and alwaaaaaaays being very supportive and hold my back. 

I truly love you girls

You came and now you left.

I saw you. I felt something. I didn't know it was you. They suggested. I rejected. I received a lot of regards. I replied. I was surprised you were the one I saw that day. You added. I approved. We started. We became close. We met. We talked. We shared. We laughed. We teased. We immersed. We excited. We worried. We cared. We anxious. We eager. We went to some places. You're caring. You're matured. You're protective. You're lovely. You're sweet. You're funny. You've principe. You're cool. You're talented. You're talkative. You're something that I've been looking for. We were very happy. That night. That seat. That fan. That computer. That tshirt. That roadways. That restaurant. That music. That tv. That chair. That table. That cola-lemon. That key I hid. That's all. That morning. We were started to not okay. I knew you were surprised. I became afraid of losing. Much afraid. I worried. I cried. People mocked. I did not care. I explained everything. Even before I knew you. Even since long ago. Even since year before. But you refused to understand. You became cold. You ignored. You disappeared slowly. I wondered. Why. I asked Him. Why. I asked Him what was happening. I asked myself. Was that how people feel about first-sight. I wondered. Because it was amazing when I first saw you. I did not ask this to happen. Because it came naturally. I did not ask to fall. Because I fall without I wanted to. I did not want to be seen as weird lady. But I had to prove. I did not want to hurt any party. But I had no guts to say it out. If only I could tell you. How you brought me into good mood. Positive thoughts and vibes. Excited day and night. Happy again. Smile always. But again, you refused to understand me. You stay cold. I'm sad. Still sad. I wish we could still be like before that morning. Because that's what I missed after awhile. I cannot move on. Because I am stranded in memories and good things with you. Even short time. It was wonderful. I am not lying. You're so addictive. I addicted. Again, I did not ask. But it happened. I do not want more. If you do not want too. But please treat me like before. Full of excitement. Full of joy. Full of laughter and jokes. Nicknames given. Share more stories. I miss that feeling. Again, very wonderful. If you read this. I am sorry. I am sorry for messing up everything. For falling. For admiring. For liking. I did not ask. It happened. Naturally happened. Though in a very short time. Please let me smile again. Be happy again. And not worrying about anything. So tonight, I decided to do it. Let Him show me what is the best. If he is the one. Then I will back off. If it is you. I will fight. I am sorry. Very very sorry. About everything that matters. 

HA.

I dah, you all?

After class my girlfriends and I went to LPPKN Kuching for HPV vaccination.

                                                              

  What is HPV?

Two vaccines are available to prevent the human papillomavirus (HPV) types that cause most cervical cancers. These vaccines are bivalent vaccine (Cervarix) and quadrivalent vaccine (Gardasil). One of the HPV vaccines, Gardasil, also prevents HPV types that cause most genital warts. Gardasil also has been shown to prevent some cancers of the anus, vulva (area around the opening of the vagina), and vagina. Both vaccines are given in 3 shots over 6 months.

Why is the HPV vaccine important?

Genital HPV is a common virus that is passed from one person to another through direct skin-to-skin contact during sexual activity. Most sexually active people will get HPV at some time in their lives, though most will never even know it. HPV infection is most common in people in their late teens and early 20s. There are about 40 types of HPV that can infect the genital areas of men and women. Most HPV types cause no symptoms and go away on their own. But some types can cause cervical cancer in women and other less common cancers— like cancers of the anus, penis, vagina, and vulva and oropharynx (back of throat including base of tongue and tonsils). Other types of HPV can cause warts in the genital areas of men and women, called genital warts. Genital warts are not life-threatening. But they can cause emotional stress and their treatment can be very uncomfortable. Every year, about 12,000 women are diagnosed with cervical cancer and 4,000 women die from this disease.

Which girls should and can receive HPV vaccination?

18 years old and above. For the time being, it is free. So girls, please go get your vaccination from the nearest LPPKN or Campuses that provide the vaccination.

How effective are the HPV Vaccines?

The vaccines target the HPV types that most commonly cause cervical cancer. One of the vaccines (Gardasil) also protects against the HPV types that cause most genital warts. Both vaccines are highly effective in preventing the targeted HPV types, as well as the most common health problems caused by them. The vaccines are less effective in preventing HPV-related disease in young women who have already been exposed to one or more HPV types. That is because the vaccines prevent HPV before a person is exposed to it. HPV vaccines do not treat existing HPV infections or HPV-associated diseases.

**Info taken from HPV Information  and edited by me.

Princess is happy after the first dose. Will be getting the second one on  the 1st of March soon. Till then.

(p/s: Ignore my arm's size. Some said it looks like drumstick size -.- maybe gambar dekat sangat kot hihi)

Mmmmmmmmmm

What is love at the first sight? I had never experienced it before. I mean I don't know if I had fallen for someone masa first time I nampak muka dia or what. But seriously, anyone if you see me out there; Tell Me How It Feels Like okay! 

Macam minat saja-saja ke or memang like POMM terus nak kahwin ke or terkesima ke dengan dia punya attitude or look ke. Help me to describe it okay? 

Okay no motive pun. 

Semalam first time applied face-mask onto my face.

Harini, berjerawat muka I -.- tak sesuai lettew nak b'facial facial ni hehe

Please help me

I don't know how to tell you that actually I have started to.. since long ago. I am sorry. Maybe I need time. For myself. Time to discover my outside world. Time to know other persons. Time to feel free.

Shufflezz

Its not shuffle yang dok terkinja-kinja dekat park tu okay. Ni shuffle my music playlist.

So I have this current obsession towards acapella songs okay! Ni semua penangan movie Pitch Perfect yang Oh-my-god  very the 5stars movie I tell you. Okay I know some might not like that kind of movie, but think twice! Best what, romantic comedy drama. It has love story, musics, conflicts here and there, lifestyle, life background, etc etc. 

But I can tell I can get sober by shuffling my ipod playlist of their acapella songs! Sampai everytime I dengan my girls, start je menyanyi any song we all mesti nak buat ala-ala acapella. Hehehe and then we all akan look at each other, pastu gelak sebab terasa macam The-Bellas! Cuma we all The-Perasan-Bellas! Haha. As long as kita happy, apa salahnya perasan artis sekejap kan. Well, if you guys haven't watched the movie or haven't heard any of their amazing song yet, sila pergi youtube and search Pitch-Perfect acapella songs. My favourite song lagu Treblemaker (the boys' group) Don't Stop The Music, seriously da bomb! and their Ripp Off -songs I am very very verryyyy sure you guys will love it. Tapi you guys better watch the movie first then baru lah you akan faham and fall more hihihi. 

List of their songs I have

The Bellas

Treblemakers

ANDDDDDDDDDDDD...

Tada, the hero (Skylar Astin)  and heroin (Anna Kenderick) and the most sweet couple. 

Their voice also nice gila gila! 

When you hurt me, I'm alive.

I dont understand why must some people acting so nice , like close friends like very very close, but then actually had badmouthed about us on the social networking or the people near them. What is your point actually? Called me day & night, so caring asked me this and that, okay or not okay but then in the same time bragging bad about me on social networking site? TWITTER! Ah, that's very obvious now how people misused the social networking sites, I know I did so too but at least okay at least I didn't acting nice and back-stab good friends. Tak suka cakap lah tak suka. That's my style. If I tak suka either my family's/boyfriend's/bestfriend's/friends' attitude, I have my own way to confront/ to tell them so and so. I mean, maybe yes in some parts we have to control lah kan and take it slow and see how it goes. But to continuously sugarcoat others with good words and then suddenly when that person PANG knows that you actually had done something yang not-so-nice-to-see-or-hear, kan dah rosakkan your image. Image kita not only paras rupa, but our attitude. 

Kita gedik or relaks ke

Kita punctual or alwayssssss come 30minutes late ke

Kita generous or kedekut gila ke

Kita easygoing or sombong ke

Kita respectful or rude ke

Kita pemalu sangat-sangat or malu bertempat ke

Kita pemarah or actually strict ke

Kita suka loya buruk or know when to joke ke

Kita softspoken or outspoken ke

Kita kaya or berlagak kaya ke

Kita cantik or tak berapa nak cantik ke

Its all about attitude. 

Me myself, is not a good person. Not a perfect God's creature.

I am weak, I have flaws, I have bad habits, I tweet emotional-stuffs too... 

but I always remind myself that I am not a teenager anymore. Not really a solid 20, but not a child or sweet-girl anymore. I am now supposed to start behave like a young adult and so my attitude must be bersesuaian dengan age. I memang that kind yang very relaks kot or more to serious way or actually tak GEDIK okay (according to classmates & friends & few lecturers lah he he), its not that I tak layan silly jokes, but I go professionally, ikut masa and tempat and people I am hanging out with. Bila funny, I will laugh, bila sedih, I will give my sympathy and some kind of uplifting words ke apa ke, bila gossip, gossip like there's no tomorrow, bila work, work hard and bila shop, shop till drop lahhh.

So my conclusion for this entry is actually, 

Lace up,cheers, positive and be happy walaupun orang lain sibuk jatuhkan kita. 

I like how Fazura,the actress and Maria Elena have good words to say about self-appreciation and just focus about ourselves rather than to care what people think about us. We know ourselves more than they know us. If there are people kata kita ada kekurangan, we do self-recheck and change. Easy. If rasa susah nak change, slowly don't rush because we all know to change things yang naturally in us, is not an easy work to do. So, have continuity, passion, and pray for good. If terasa diri masih lagi tidak disukai orang, teruskan doa pada Nya, maybe there are things yang we did not notice we'd done wrong and continue doa supaya hati kita sentiasa dilindungi dari black-dots (which may cause prasangka, jealousy, lazy and many bad things) And for those who hate us, we shan't hope for bad things to happen, just pray for good things and successful life for them. Allah knows and hears what you pray. Amin. 

AL-MUKALLAM (34,)

It is a day. was a day.

It was actually my bestfriend's day, Zila. I mean not a birthday or wedding day or whatever.

It was just a day of one big && important result being released, today.

Either she'll fly to Germany or not.

So the result had been announced, you know its like I had been too anxious to know the result. The feeling all stirred and mixed together. Excited Happy Sad Nervous Afraid and  everything you name it..though it was not me who'd be getting the result. 

BUT I FEEL THE NERVE ! 

Well so, my bestfriend missed the opportunity by 2 points only. But you know, its a bestfriend thingy its like 'You pinch the left lap, the right will get the pain' So, I was crying. Crying over the failure of one important person in my life. But to think of it, probably God had planned another better things for her, here. He knows best right. I took few moments to think, that it is actually a good thing to still have her around. Because during the last semester break, I had spent most of the days with her, but still it never felt enough spent. And today, to know that I will still have her around, I have a little contentment and relieve despite of the sadness. Who doesn't want to see a friend (like a sister..) success in her own way that she wants and desires for,right. I guess every girl who has a girl-bestfriend wants to see and wants to success together. Its just a matter of 'You want it / or you leave it' .

So, honey, since you'll be registering your degree at UTP soon, so its not something to be worried of anymore, they will definitely provide you a very high standard and quality education. And the distance between you and him, do not worry if you both want it to stay then it'll stay like I frequently remind, 'No matter how far he goes, no matter how long will it be' if there's a destiny, then  why worry. Work on it. I support you all the way up, all the way to good future of us. So now, be positive and shed your tears. I love you.