Sarawak

New soul, new breath, new resolution, new image, new semester.
BUT OLD VIEW of campus, even worst than before --'
Heh, nevermoinnd about that.
Yang penting, I'll get home on 21st hehehe :P

Happy 2012

I aint got any new resolution,
just each upcoming days I'll try to be better,
better than yesterday nor before
looking forward for any good things and attitudes.

But to reflect back what has happened in 2011,
all are very wordless priceless etc (you name it)
the most beautiful memory is when I've never expected to seriously fall in love
yet I have him with me and get loved by him.
How he appreciates me, loves me, really care for me,
respects me, and getting closer to my family compared to all the old ones.
I didnt say he's super perfect but he's more than enufffff to complete me.

And the second one,
When finally I chose to follow mom's request,
which I need to sacrifice my dream-job (lawyer) and changed it to a teacher to be.
I quit my law Uitm, I leave my favourite friends there, and every good moment.
Its really good to have them around, to tease each other to have each laughter together.
But..
I made a big future-decision for mom and dad.
I want them to be happy, and instead I've been thinking that it aint that bad if I go for Tesl.
In hope, there's a hikmah for all this.
And now, I'm here in Sarawak for Tesl .
Almost reach the second sem already, well..
Sometimes I feel good, sometimes its fully miserable to be here.
But its a common feeling, wherever I be or stay.
I just need to adapt and adopt the new environment no matter what happen.
I know, I have my girls and few boys here that could help me feeling good here.

Well, I still need to continue my life my journey and catch my future.
Oh anywayssss..
InsyaAllah kad kahwin sampai kat u olls in 2017 hihihi :P

What twist me?

I am bleeding out emotions

I am coughing up fear

The biggest one of all is you not being here

Everything is changing as time passes by..

Now comes the question what should I do

Because my heart knows I still love you 

Anugerah Terindah by Aril.

Im actually like that little-boy, and yes I'm so touched by this music video.

Sunday is a funday

Its the most beautiful time of the yearLights fill the street spreading so much cheerI should be playing in the winter snowBut imma be under the mistletoe
Everytime I hear this song it have me to think that we are so near to the Christmas.Oh yahhhhh? its December 25th, few minutes past 12!

MERRY CHRISTMAS   !!MERRY CHIRSTMAS   !!MERRT MERRY CHIRSTMAS !!

Okay enough.Indeeply wishing for everyone that celebrating it today especially my lovely buddies in Sarawak there.
Somehow, not only for Christmas, but all the long year through, the joy that you give to others,is the joy that comes back to you. And the more you spend in blessing, the poor and lonely and sad, the more of your heart's possessing, returns to you glad. Merry xmas with love, me xoxo.

Burnt and bitter

Its windy.. Its cloudy..Its sometimes drizzle..With the unwanted thunderclaps..
No bird's chipping..No cat's caterwauling..Just a loud speckled of raindrop's sound..
*exaggerating much lah I hahaha padahal I still dengar the sound's of vroom-ing nor the voices of
 my neighbour's quarrel over themselves.*
Mummy and daddy I dont know since when they went out but I think I know the exact place they'll lepak every weekend, my new house. Tt, kakak and even me myself okay somehow like dont really like our new one since it is still fresh and like belum ada unifi lagi apa semua so we better duduk rumah lama kan.
[[ OKKAY ]]
Ada abang abang and one sister pun I rasa macam I anak tunggal semua tak duduk rumah
So..
I pun sesoghanggg lah kan kat rumah ape omputih cakap home elon? eh ke home along? maap lah hihi.
YOU KNOW WHAT :
How it feels when you have to just stay at home and spend the weekend with not-ttthinnnngg.
Bowink angatz angatz okeyyyrrhhh.
I ajak dua orang babygirls tu keluar ada kerja pula.
I ajak si hareez and zaani jogging dua dua tak reply (kalau ajak jog mmg cmtu kalau ajak mkn "pasti reply!")
Bbm yang lain semua part-time lagi haih.
Thus, I'd finally decide to having a so relaxing Saturday on the comfortable couch, with a glass of extra-cold lychee juice and with the tv on and brought me to Star World's world.

YOU KNOW WHAT IS THIS?

TOO SMALL?

WAIT..

STILL SMALL? URGHHH

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OKAY ENUFFFFFF!

You know what is this? With the unpleasant feeling, I would let you know thattt: 

The right one is : Charcoal

The left one is   : Not-really a charcoal but more likely the same -.-'' It WAS a cake, supposedly to be a cake

But at the time I'm baking my bestfriend just came over and unfortunately we didnt realize how time passing by us till I was totally forgot about the cake at ze kitchenzz.

Thanks to my gay-friend-that-I-hate-the-most ; Ahmad Bakhtiar for being sooo baik hati sebab suddenly he posted my cake dengan charcoal on my facebook's wall. I really-really-really appreciate that!

Well at least, I tell you it tasted good okay though the fact is at the end I threw them out.

But still proud for baking that hihihihiii.

P.S. I can't believe it myself, but I am starting to miss college so much! It has always been the other way round, me missing home etc but this time it's for real; I am IPBL's sick.

Missing something that I lose.

I wish I can talk to Ady like before, but nevermind.

Just found this on myspace, everyone know how we used to be so closed before.

Hopefully soon, will be a bright chance for us to get back.

Seriously I love this friendship.

I miss us, sincerely.

On hold.

I am sleepless, bedless, couchless ( okay sound so stupid).

I am now working on the New Year's wish.

So, catch you later XOXO 

Where there's a will there's a way

Not so lifeless but well maybe true maybe not maybe arrgh whatever.
Since my friends are now busy with final, classes, and assginments and since he also has safely arrived at the campus so I decided to have a very tough-week this week.
Its like "work-outtttttt timeeeee".
You know how unexpectedly I have gained 2 kgs? Okay you can I say am kind of kecoh lebih ((BUT)) ..
If you only korang korang semua dkt my place you would feel apa rasa naik 2 kg....
I know lah korang korang tk tengok gambar hot I time high school kan.
I will show I will show then you may compare and clarify yourself why is that 2kgs scare me so much.

*click for the large image; but I think dont bcs it might scares you hahaha.

Hahahahaha proud much huhhh?!

And soooooo.. 

because of all the fat of me photos, I am still avoiding rice and still doing my exercise-routine.

I wouldnt want to go back to the old me it is scary.

You know how it feels to be fat and chubby gila?

Even people at school called me Polar Bear bcs you know I got a fair-skin and fat, 

so do the polar bear white-and big! pffftttt -.-"

How people cursed you, and called you such embarassing and stupid nickname,

how might you have a very-high-self-confident nor esteem?

That kind of people should be shutted and ditched.

But, bcs of my humbleness I took all of the cursing words to be the spirit of getting shape!

I know I WAS shapeless. But I guess I am no more. Neheee. 

Proud of myself well for those who are now planning to go for a diet, what you need is KESUNGGUHAN.

W/o kesungguhan you wouldnt succeed believe it or not, just believe.

Swim baby swim.

Today is our last day of meeting each other for this very-big-and-special year; 2011.
So, to make it special and extra memorable, I suggest Farid the place that we could spend so much time of talking to each other, teasing, relaxing, no rushing and not so many people.
And another main reason is I'm tired with Shopping mall and mall and mall and mall like daaaaaarghh *jerk*

Suggested : Gold Coast Theme Park Resort, Morib.

(well since it is so near to my new house ,tell yaaa)

Suggestion accepted!
After teman cik abang settle registration fees college dia dkt bank then we had breakfast and..
Here we gooooooooooo!

The resort is easily accessible. Here is some quick-glance of information and approximate timings to help you get started.

35 minutes scenic drive from Kuala Lumpur International Airport (KLIA), Low Cost Carrier Terminal (LCCT), Formula One (F1) Sepang Circuit and 10 minutes from Banting, the capital town of Kuala Langat District. Easy access via major highways from Putrajaya and Cyberjaya.

Just an hour journey by car from Kuala Lumpur, Petaling Jaya and Klang Town, it is easy reachable for those who wish to escape from the hustle and bustle of the city life.

Tourists who arrive at Kuala Lumpur International Airport (KLIA) or Low Cost Carrier Terminal (LCCT) only take 25 minutes journey to reach Gold Coast Morib Resort.

Maju Expressway (MEX)   -   Kuala Lumpur (Kg Pandan) - Cyberjaya - Dengkil - Banting - Morib
North South Highway   -   Nilai (exit) - Banting - Morib
North South Highway   -   Nilai (exit) - Sepang - Tanjung Sepat - Morib
KESAS Highway   -   Klang (interchange) - Teluk Panglima Garang - Banting - Morib

And the ticket to get in:

Adult : RM25

Children : RM15

Okay done promoting. We really had fun today seriously.

Si manjaaaaa berenang dengan gembira haha

 

 

Yours truly :)

       

AND US ..